i still remerber when it was jan 09 i feel extremely upset with my family, i cry for my family, reli sad crying today, i am so upset and extremely disappointed with my colleagues i cry because of my colleagues. they are not respect care sincere on my side! i dont know what's haapen, i just know i want to shout at them and ask whyi trust them, however, they can get my trust anyway i feel so disappointed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i will make lot of hard ways for them to protect myself | 
